More and more, pushing everything further away.
not to reveal i am the center, but to the cliff. Over the edge and sunken into the earth from fallen force.
dead to me now so dead to me then.
unanswered and barren is where the coldest negligence & forgotten begins.
I can only breath where no air is to be shared.
I have such a confident comprehension about sagacity, who I am, and want to become. I believe I can do without partnership, and in a natural sway that I’d be happy to transpose in.
Relinquish my ignorance, further my knowledge, artistry and love
spread love, peace, hope, strength and positive change through enlightenment.
My life has not even began yet, Not even chapter 1. I have been living my introduction and I’m wrapping it up these days.
If I have the opportunity to endow my trust and become apart of someone else then so it may be. My goal is not to wait on or anticipate that instance but become who I want to be in the spirit of serenity.
The words and actions never spoken-were full of life, ready to burst, enough to feed hapiness for two times on earth.
I never gave it away, or talked about my savings of grace,
but I wanted you to have them, the best surprise I could think of.
You illuminated especially, and to be quite honest
I wasn’t going to give you a thing, I wanted to trade my love for yours.
I thought you were saving devotion too. And indeed you were-but no business in your love had been of consideration about me.
So dejected I became and alone I was left.
Away is where I went into the outskirts where I ran.
To find someone else quick, someone to validate what I saved.
Look! I protested to eyes that thirsted to see behind the blockade of glorys shield.
With a mind too hopeless to care, i forgot the strength I once had.
Only when the hand of a corpse tried to embrace me did I remember the fight of a mind still alive.
So a crack represented as character is reasoned, and strength is no longer measured by the endurance of concealment, nor does it derive from the hope of a fair trade.
My power comes from the light I love to walk in, And I can stay this path even if it is a one way stoll.